11.18.2009

幸せ...

Things that make me happy, no matter where I am:

- books
- coffee shops
- getting lost in a good book while sitting in a coffee shop with a hot cup of something
- browsing for beauty products
- good friends

I'm back and I'm restless. I want so many things, but lack the money and focus to do them. I want independence, a routine, exciting and cultured diversions, financial stability. I want to be connected and disconnected at the same time. I want to enjoy being 25, young, and take advantage of all the possibilities life has to offer me. I want to know who my soul mate is. I want to feel at ease. I want to stop taking everything so seriously and just enjoy life. I want everyone who doesn't matter or who brings negative energy into my life to disappear without regret, attachments, or consequences. I want the comfortable, peaceful, fullfilling, fabulous life I envision but cannot seem to make for myself. I want to feel like I can do anything again.

For now, I will made do with, embrace, be grateful for the little pleasures in my life.

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