CTO

I HATE YOU. I hate that you procrastinate and do stupid things like watch TV or laze around when you should be doing your homework. And then when I am actually free to see you, you are stressed and freaking out. I don't know when I'm going to get to see you again or sleep in the same bed with you for the next couple of weeks. I wish you would look a little further ahead in your week to anticipate these things. You're right, are are a lazy bastard. It hurts me. That I had a boyfriend who was in school and lived across the country, and he would make time to talk to me and would even fly out to see me, despite his busy schedule. And you, you live 15 minutes from me and can't even do that. Plan the fuck ahead. Get your shit done. I know you have a lot of shit on your plate right now, but seriously, get your shit done. Stop fucking around. All I wanted to do was sleep in the same bed with you, what kind of effort does that take on your part? And I was planning on getting up and leaving when you woke up. How many girls do you know are willing to do that? It doesn't take a fucking ounce of effort from you, you selfish prick. So you think I'm too "needy" for you? You should be fucking grateful that someone wants and needs you, shouldn't you cherish and prioritize that? Go back to being a single mid-thirties man-child player whore, no wonder so many women like you but won't stay with you, you don't really "love" me, if you did you would be able to put your goddamn selfish pride and stress down for night to let me feel your skin on mine. It's always you first, isn't it?! When have you ever done anything for me that wasn't just convenient for you? Uh, never? GAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU!