DAMN YOU

I hate that even when I think we have had a long phone conversation, it still is 5 minutes short of a normal phone conversation with your "oldest friend."

I hate that you smoke and have no desire to quit. It smells bad, makes you taste gross when I kiss you, makes me smell like smoke too, and makes me that you are self-centered, selfish, and weak for not caring enough about my opinion and feelings to quit.

I hate that you always leave me emotionally hanging.

I hate that you are sexy and attractive and that I cannot resist you.

DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT.